Ugly Betty S3 is back!
God, I miss that girl so much.
Wished I had that kind of bountiful confidence.
Perhaps I should get myself an idea binder.
I think I got duped by this spree organiser.The last time she replied was 9 days ago.After I transferred the final top up, she disappeared.And my purchases amounted to $60 ++. I trusted her as I have been joining her sprees and never once did she disappear.But what happens now?
I am alrdy broke. The last thing on my mind is being cheated.
Plus, I would be jobless in nov and dec. Got to find a job to finance myself.
I hope she gets back to me.
I want those threadless t-shirts.
I am updating frequently.
I like that.
Take a lead.
Dont be afraid to fall flat on your face.
Read & Weep
Saturday, September 27, 2008
you are my fremeny
Thursday, September 25, 2008
JB trip
We went to JB on wed despite Nusrah being scared. I got a bit pissed with her.haha. itu pun nak marah eh? Nus was scaring me with how dangerous JB is.yeah it is true i wont deny it but rest assured, i will keep my girls safe!
we took a bus to Angsana.
bought kueh n kerepek. i bgt 3 kueh-1 for mak and the other 2 for my tutee/cousin who baked 2 containers of choc chips for me.since i dont have an oven at home,i cant bake. yeah pathetic. i only managed to make cornflakes by using the toaster.hah.kesian. takpe.nx year nx year.
i cldnt fast so i became the taster. mak didnt like the kueh i bgt so i dunno wdr my taste buds can be trusted. i hope the kerepek and the kueh i helped Nus and Faz choose are nice. if not, i apologise.
there were so many kueh n kerepek to choose frm until Nus got confused. she bgt this tom yam krepek.i duno tt krepek also have tom yam flavour. n Faz got obsessed with this krepek named "opah" i thought opah is a pet name for grannies.
met Yas also.too bad she cant join us heh.
later,we took cab back to city square.
yeah.thought of watching a movie but there werent good ones.
so guess what we did?
we karaoke-ed! yeah the 1st for us threesome!
so cheap la each of us only paid 22RM! inc food and drinks. since i wasnt fasting, i had to finish the 3 drinks! kembong perot so we tapao-ed the food for breaking fast later.
on the bus to Angsana

at Angsana! we cldnt stop laughing at our loot. gelojoh sei!

n the usual camwhore.


karaoke session at Neway!



Sejati sejiwa!
wah singin oldies reminded me of this:
ingat dulu2 me n kakak n my msian cousins tries to dance like them. gerek sei.. ingat lagi seret2 kaki ingat mcm cool la.but kentalan la omg..
where are there now?
anyway, we planned to breakfast in spore since it will save more time n we were too scared to be in jb at night. but lo and behold, we were forewarned by Faz tt we arent allowed to bring in meat into spore.and that was after we bgt a lot of food!
15 pieces of Marybrown chicken, 3 Fig n olive meals, my ramlee (raw) burger meat.
so if we were caught, they wld confiscate ALL.
thus we decided to breakfast in JB.but tt wont solve the problem cuz even if we finished our Fig n olive food, chances of our marybrwn chickens being confiscated were still high.
stressed out.we lost our appetite.

aft strategising, we decided tt its better that we dun go thru tt scanner one after another.we had to go in at different timings.if they caught the 3 of us at 1 go, we are doomed. too risky.we cant risk our 4oRm worth of chickens.
i went in 1st.
these was inside my big backpack:
5piece Marybrwn chicken,
1 packet of ramlee raw burger
Mamil milk step 3 ( for syirah)
Mamex gold milk step 1 (for zira)
and in hand, kerepek(Nus punyer) and my kueh.
"teet teet"
shit!
the officer : awak bwk ape dlm beg besar awk tu? / what did u bring in ur beg?
me: susu budak je *gulped* / baby milk only
he opened my bag
the officer: wah ni nampak mcm ramlee burger ni. /this looks like ramlee burger
me: ala satu je. / 1 only
the officer : abeh nie? (taking out the marybrwn chickens) / then what's this?
me: * more gulping* erm ayam goreng je. / fried chicken only
hre digged right down to the bottom of my bag and saw the tins of milk.
the officer: wah banyaknye susu. ni yg bukan dari Cina punyer eh / wah so many milk ah. these one not from China ah?
the officer : ni laen kali tak leh bawak /nx time cannot bring in ah
ok aft tt he zipped up my bag. phew! and pointing to my big bag of kerepek and kueh, he said sarcastically:
"ni maner cukup utk raya ni? " / this one where got enough for raya?
he said tt despite knowing tt whatever i was carrying was a lot and cld last a year. nabeh nyer officer.
i cleared the bloody scanner,grinning mcm kerang busuk.
Nus wasnt caught. But Faz was caught.she was the last one to go. n tt officer got the cheek to say something like " ni tadi kawan awk ade bwk" / just now your fren also brgt chicken right
luckily Faz was given a chance.
kenapa kamu
mengapa jadi begitu
inilah nasibku.
so abang fetched us frm Kranji. n we slept soundly in the car.
what a day. i told mak i dont want to smuggle in ramlee burger anymore.
i have been smuggling in ramlee burger meat since forever n ydy was the 1st time i got caught.
i believe Faz pass the jinx to me. heh.
n so the day ended. what an adventure.
another JB trip ladies? =)
we took a bus to Angsana.
bought kueh n kerepek. i bgt 3 kueh-1 for mak and the other 2 for my tutee/cousin who baked 2 containers of choc chips for me.since i dont have an oven at home,i cant bake. yeah pathetic. i only managed to make cornflakes by using the toaster.hah.kesian. takpe.nx year nx year.
i cldnt fast so i became the taster. mak didnt like the kueh i bgt so i dunno wdr my taste buds can be trusted. i hope the kerepek and the kueh i helped Nus and Faz choose are nice. if not, i apologise.
there were so many kueh n kerepek to choose frm until Nus got confused. she bgt this tom yam krepek.i duno tt krepek also have tom yam flavour. n Faz got obsessed with this krepek named "opah" i thought opah is a pet name for grannies.
met Yas also.too bad she cant join us heh.
later,we took cab back to city square.
yeah.thought of watching a movie but there werent good ones.
so guess what we did?
we karaoke-ed! yeah the 1st for us threesome!
so cheap la each of us only paid 22RM! inc food and drinks. since i wasnt fasting, i had to finish the 3 drinks! kembong perot so we tapao-ed the food for breaking fast later.
on the bus to Angsana

at Angsana! we cldnt stop laughing at our loot. gelojoh sei!

n the usual camwhore.


karaoke session at Neway!



Sejati sejiwa!
wah singin oldies reminded me of this:
ingat dulu2 me n kakak n my msian cousins tries to dance like them. gerek sei.. ingat lagi seret2 kaki ingat mcm cool la.but kentalan la omg..
where are there now?
anyway, we planned to breakfast in spore since it will save more time n we were too scared to be in jb at night. but lo and behold, we were forewarned by Faz tt we arent allowed to bring in meat into spore.and that was after we bgt a lot of food!
15 pieces of Marybrown chicken, 3 Fig n olive meals, my ramlee (raw) burger meat.
so if we were caught, they wld confiscate ALL.
thus we decided to breakfast in JB.but tt wont solve the problem cuz even if we finished our Fig n olive food, chances of our marybrwn chickens being confiscated were still high.
stressed out.we lost our appetite.

aft strategising, we decided tt its better that we dun go thru tt scanner one after another.we had to go in at different timings.if they caught the 3 of us at 1 go, we are doomed. too risky.we cant risk our 4oRm worth of chickens.
i went in 1st.
these was inside my big backpack:
5piece Marybrwn chicken,
1 packet of ramlee raw burger
Mamil milk step 3 ( for syirah)
Mamex gold milk step 1 (for zira)
and in hand, kerepek(Nus punyer) and my kueh.
"teet teet"
shit!
the officer : awak bwk ape dlm beg besar awk tu? / what did u bring in ur beg?
me: susu budak je *gulped* / baby milk only
he opened my bag
the officer: wah ni nampak mcm ramlee burger ni. /this looks like ramlee burger
me: ala satu je. / 1 only
the officer : abeh nie? (taking out the marybrwn chickens) / then what's this?
me: * more gulping* erm ayam goreng je. / fried chicken only
hre digged right down to the bottom of my bag and saw the tins of milk.
the officer: wah banyaknye susu. ni yg bukan dari Cina punyer eh / wah so many milk ah. these one not from China ah?
the officer : ni laen kali tak leh bawak /nx time cannot bring in ah
ok aft tt he zipped up my bag. phew! and pointing to my big bag of kerepek and kueh, he said sarcastically:
"ni maner cukup utk raya ni? " / this one where got enough for raya?
he said tt despite knowing tt whatever i was carrying was a lot and cld last a year. nabeh nyer officer.
i cleared the bloody scanner,grinning mcm kerang busuk.
Nus wasnt caught. But Faz was caught.she was the last one to go. n tt officer got the cheek to say something like " ni tadi kawan awk ade bwk" / just now your fren also brgt chicken right
luckily Faz was given a chance.
kenapa kamu
mengapa jadi begitu
inilah nasibku.
so abang fetched us frm Kranji. n we slept soundly in the car.
what a day. i told mak i dont want to smuggle in ramlee burger anymore.
i have been smuggling in ramlee burger meat since forever n ydy was the 1st time i got caught.
i believe Faz pass the jinx to me. heh.
n so the day ended. what an adventure.
another JB trip ladies? =)
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
=_=
Here to wish Kak Nur a Happy 28th !
You know how much Wani sayanggggggggggg Kak Nur!
She doesnt ask for anything else.
Just a kiss on her cheeks.
and she is fine with that.
my family doesnt really make a fuss over birthdays la.
no need cakes.
no need candles.
no need birthday shots to show the world "how bonded your family is"
just prayers and presence.
just that.
p.s. kakak is not too happy she shares the same birthday with some newborns. she said "ala sebok je same bdae" lol.
You know how much Wani sayanggggggggggg Kak Nur!
She doesnt ask for anything else.
Just a kiss on her cheeks.
and she is fine with that.
my family doesnt really make a fuss over birthdays la.
no need cakes.
no need candles.
no need birthday shots to show the world "how bonded your family is"
just prayers and presence.
just that.
p.s. kakak is not too happy she shares the same birthday with some newborns. she said "ala sebok je same bdae" lol.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
^_^
so here r photos as promised.
Warda's bdae surprise at JP 15sep Pizza Hut

tell me i dont look ke-ro! Nus is right. I am well-endowed. Here,i look so booby. must be the dress.

present!


Warda looks sweet as ever, even when opening the present. Maintain War!


Carlo Rino! Dont play play hor.

Choc Mousse!

I look fat. hah. you re looking at newly rebonded hair that burned a big hole in my pocket. nak lawa punyer pasal!/ just to look pretty, we women will do anything! No pain No gain!
yep. I went for waxing and threading too. so pain ah! nabeh betol. i haven even talked abt the moolah spent some more. ouch!
"wah this one cannot ah! $65! " rmb not yas? pantat die la bottom half leg $65.hmmph!
Aft tt, we headed to Geylang.argh i hate tt place. Nus n Yasmin have alrdy hari raya-ed.
My lovely pretty meenachees.

i cant access youtube. everytime i typed the add, a pop up will appear on the screen saying " you are banned from using YOUTUBE. MUAHHAHAHA" n there is bckgrd evil laughter. scaree. i think i've got some virus or what.
so im using imeem.enjoy the vids.
1st up, Syirah got her ears pierced quite some time ago.
look at her stressed out face. hah tau pon takot. ni bdk tak kene saman.skali skala tgk dier takot, best jugak. whahaha. jahat aunty wani.
It is good to see Syirah getting scared once in a while.trust me, it is very hard to frighten her. Even when i threatened to thrust raw chillies into her mouth when she's getting out of hand, she does not even show any signs of weaknesses
n Syirah is forever a mak-nenek. While applying Kakak's lancome lipstick onto my lips, she was constantly instructing me to "look up!" so bossy! isk isk! She wanted to do on Nani's lips aft tt. lol. She called my mum Nani. heh. i think Nani is what Indians call their grandmothers ryte? some1 correct me here? pls ignore my ugly side profile.
and last 2 vids are of Zirah!
here she tried to bite her fingers. n look at her yawn! awww!
n here she tried to talk to me. teehee.
Warda's bdae surprise at JP 15sep Pizza Hut

tell me i dont look ke-ro! Nus is right. I am well-endowed. Here,i look so booby. must be the dress.

present!


Warda looks sweet as ever, even when opening the present. Maintain War!


Carlo Rino! Dont play play hor.

Choc Mousse!

I look fat. hah. you re looking at newly rebonded hair that burned a big hole in my pocket. nak lawa punyer pasal!/ just to look pretty, we women will do anything! No pain No gain!
yep. I went for waxing and threading too. so pain ah! nabeh betol. i haven even talked abt the moolah spent some more. ouch!
"wah this one cannot ah! $65! " rmb not yas? pantat die la bottom half leg $65.hmmph!
Aft tt, we headed to Geylang.argh i hate tt place. Nus n Yasmin have alrdy hari raya-ed.
My lovely pretty meenachees.

i cant access youtube. everytime i typed the add, a pop up will appear on the screen saying " you are banned from using YOUTUBE. MUAHHAHAHA" n there is bckgrd evil laughter. scaree. i think i've got some virus or what.
so im using imeem.enjoy the vids.
1st up, Syirah got her ears pierced quite some time ago.
look at her stressed out face. hah tau pon takot. ni bdk tak kene saman.skali skala tgk dier takot, best jugak. whahaha. jahat aunty wani.
It is good to see Syirah getting scared once in a while.trust me, it is very hard to frighten her. Even when i threatened to thrust raw chillies into her mouth when she's getting out of hand, she does not even show any signs of weaknesses
n Syirah is forever a mak-nenek. While applying Kakak's lancome lipstick onto my lips, she was constantly instructing me to "look up!" so bossy! isk isk! She wanted to do on Nani's lips aft tt. lol. She called my mum Nani. heh. i think Nani is what Indians call their grandmothers ryte? some1 correct me here? pls ignore my ugly side profile.
and last 2 vids are of Zirah!
here she tried to bite her fingers. n look at her yawn! awww!
n here she tried to talk to me. teehee.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
O_O
15sept
1st day of sch I didnt bring my pencil case.
1st day of sch a lot of ppl did not recognise me.
Some thought I went for plastic surgery.
Some screamed "you ****** your hair!" "whats wrong with your eyes?"
1st day of school I slept through 2nd half of ESAP lecture.
1st day of school I reached home 10.45pm.
1st day of school i bathed at night though i am not supposed to as i have been sick for a week.
I am not getting better
Hope you like the present Warda =)
May we rekindle those happy school moments. aiyah at least our schools are quite near now hahaha. wished i was in the same sch with u ppl! but nvm!
thanks yasmin for singing to tt pussycat doll song in the car till Nus and my head knocked onto each other due to laughing uncontrollably.
hoping for more joy rides! teehee
i am having a headache.my tuition assignments will end in oct..and i wld be income-less for nov & dec? how now brown cow?
16 sept
aiyah i tried to upload monday's photos but photobucket is forever a bitch. i will try again another day haha sorry gals!
so today went for 1st OTIA lect n guess wad? i slept through the whole lecture!
n it doesnt help tt e passing rate for previous exam was only 65%
wake up wani!!
somehow my body clock is still in its sleep mode.
so sch was jam packed with students as there was some CCA fair n arts fest.
i only went to MCMS booth haha.
n saw the very 1st zapin performance in the history of SIM arts fest.
hidup melayu! / long live malay culture!
really glad i joined MCMS.
no regrets.
the friendships forged.
hope they will last =)
this yr, i vow to work harder! no, smarter! esp since i am taking 2 content heavy units. blah. n Sunny Goh ( my ESAP n OTIA lecturer) had warned us THERE IS A LOT OF THEORY to memorise.
n its not comforting me as i am very bad at theory units..hah...
gotta start right now!
for e benefit of my cousin hu keep complainin tt i am a cheapo cuz i haven made baju kurung for hari raya for eons...well, here is proof tt i have tooooo many of them ..at least 23 pairs.
more than half of my collection are hand-me-downs frm kakak,mak & my aunt. haiz. not tt i wan2 brag but yeah. pls stop pestering n askin me y i dun buy baju kurungs. i am having a headache on where to store them.

1st day of sch I didnt bring my pencil case.
1st day of sch a lot of ppl did not recognise me.
Some thought I went for plastic surgery.
Some screamed "you ****** your hair!" "whats wrong with your eyes?"
1st day of school I slept through 2nd half of ESAP lecture.
1st day of school I reached home 10.45pm.
1st day of school i bathed at night though i am not supposed to as i have been sick for a week.
I am not getting better
Hope you like the present Warda =)
May we rekindle those happy school moments. aiyah at least our schools are quite near now hahaha. wished i was in the same sch with u ppl! but nvm!
thanks yasmin for singing to tt pussycat doll song in the car till Nus and my head knocked onto each other due to laughing uncontrollably.
hoping for more joy rides! teehee
i am having a headache.my tuition assignments will end in oct..and i wld be income-less for nov & dec? how now brown cow?
16 sept
aiyah i tried to upload monday's photos but photobucket is forever a bitch. i will try again another day haha sorry gals!
so today went for 1st OTIA lect n guess wad? i slept through the whole lecture!
n it doesnt help tt e passing rate for previous exam was only 65%
wake up wani!!
somehow my body clock is still in its sleep mode.
so sch was jam packed with students as there was some CCA fair n arts fest.
i only went to MCMS booth haha.
n saw the very 1st zapin performance in the history of SIM arts fest.
hidup melayu! / long live malay culture!
really glad i joined MCMS.
no regrets.
the friendships forged.
hope they will last =)
this yr, i vow to work harder! no, smarter! esp since i am taking 2 content heavy units. blah. n Sunny Goh ( my ESAP n OTIA lecturer) had warned us THERE IS A LOT OF THEORY to memorise.
n its not comforting me as i am very bad at theory units..hah...
gotta start right now!
for e benefit of my cousin hu keep complainin tt i am a cheapo cuz i haven made baju kurung for hari raya for eons...well, here is proof tt i have tooooo many of them ..at least 23 pairs.
more than half of my collection are hand-me-downs frm kakak,mak & my aunt. haiz. not tt i wan2 brag but yeah. pls stop pestering n askin me y i dun buy baju kurungs. i am having a headache on where to store them.

Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Syukur
One thing i could say for these past few days.
Allah has helped me. He always does. Alhamdulillah
1st, the miracle of passing all my pprs. they were not well done but at least,one burden is off my shoulder.
2nd,I ALMOST GOT THE HOUSE ROBBED but things took a change with HIS help.
today,I was in a rush to get home by maghrib. when I opened the letter box , I got excited seeing the Old Navy pumps tt i ordered online so much so I FORGOT TO RETRIEVE THE KEYS.
it was left hanging there by the moment while I happily took the lift to my house.
i went in and gave Abah his letters and quickly tore open my package to check the shoes.
10 mins later, a neighbour knocked on our door. HE SAID HE FOUND OUR BUNCH OF KEYS AT THE LETTER BOX keyhole.
omg!!!
how careless.just the other day i lost my glasses and now this.
imagine how things would turn out differently if someone else had found the keys, known our unit number?
i dont want to think abt it.
3rd, dear best friend FINALLY REPLIED MY EMAIL! NADA AKU INGAT KAU DA LUPEKAN AKU HAHH.....cannot be right...we know each other since we were 8 yrs old.
she doesnt read my blog so no point scolding her.
takpe nanti biler kau balek come DEC, siap ah kau.
i hope my friends who are overseas now wont forget me. hah. I miss you guys! Nada,Jasmin, Yuri & Adnan.
ok la i dont think they read my blog but you get my point.
Allah has helped me. He always does. Alhamdulillah
1st, the miracle of passing all my pprs. they were not well done but at least,one burden is off my shoulder.
2nd,I ALMOST GOT THE HOUSE ROBBED but things took a change with HIS help.
today,I was in a rush to get home by maghrib. when I opened the letter box , I got excited seeing the Old Navy pumps tt i ordered online so much so I FORGOT TO RETRIEVE THE KEYS.
it was left hanging there by the moment while I happily took the lift to my house.
i went in and gave Abah his letters and quickly tore open my package to check the shoes.
10 mins later, a neighbour knocked on our door. HE SAID HE FOUND OUR BUNCH OF KEYS AT THE LETTER BOX keyhole.
omg!!!
how careless.just the other day i lost my glasses and now this.
imagine how things would turn out differently if someone else had found the keys, known our unit number?
i dont want to think abt it.
3rd, dear best friend FINALLY REPLIED MY EMAIL! NADA AKU INGAT KAU DA LUPEKAN AKU HAHH.....cannot be right...we know each other since we were 8 yrs old.
she doesnt read my blog so no point scolding her.
takpe nanti biler kau balek come DEC, siap ah kau.
i hope my friends who are overseas now wont forget me. hah. I miss you guys! Nada,Jasmin, Yuri & Adnan.
ok la i dont think they read my blog but you get my point.
Monday, September 01, 2008
The Earie Mine of Crayon Canyon
today i lost my emo glasses when i was walking back to e car. it cld still be at the istighfar lost n found area or it might have slipped n fallen onto e grassy area along tt stretch where many ppl park their cars for terawih prayers.
n i realised tt i lost it once i reach home. cuz i was wearing contacts so it didnt occur to me to double check tt my glasses are still with me. u might be wondering y i brgt along my glasses when i wore contacts. haha. just for precautionary measure la.
its ok 1st thing tmr i will go back to tt place n look for it.
n i realised tt i lost it once i reach home. cuz i was wearing contacts so it didnt occur to me to double check tt my glasses are still with me. u might be wondering y i brgt along my glasses when i wore contacts. haha. just for precautionary measure la.
the demise of my emo glasses.
it has been with me since 2004.
its ok 1st thing tmr i will go back to tt place n look for it.
rmb i talked abt finding a dead butterfly in my room?
now,as i am typing, there is a praying mantis hanging by e window.
what does it mean?
Abah has been asking when are the results coming out.
and i have no idea.
should be this week.
every1 in e house is worried tt i haven started sch.
yeah tell me abt it.
what if i fail more than 3 pprs?
shld i continue with the degree prog n repeat another full year?
i dont want history to repeat itself.
repeat. retain. re-re-re-re-re-do-
or shld i just quit n find a perm job with just an A level cert?
how cld tt be? when all my friends are pursuing a degree?
i dunno how to describe this feeling. i am lost. i dunno what i am gonna do if i dont pass all pprs.
i just need to pass all.
i am sick of staying at home.
i just need to pass all.
Ya Allah, kurniakan hajat-ku ini.
i just need to pass all.

