Read & Weep

I have decided what units to take for year 2

they are:

Managerial Econs
Elements of social and applied psychology
POA
Management Mathematics



tmr i'll bid for yr 2 classes.i hate to bid.it drives me crazy.hope everything goes well.



I cant imagine me failing any pprs I took in yr 1



Everyday I wake up thinking : fail or pass?



it is driving me insane.



Firuz got accepted into NTU science.i guess he wont be continuing his studies at SIM.i hope he changes his mind.Nad is coming to SIM.yeay!haahaa.i would have gotten it if i applied again. but what if i get shitty courses like NUS FASS? or NTU maritime studies or civil engineering



sorry.who am i to say tt they are shitty.



what i meant was tt ppl who graduated with these degrees usually end up being teachers or end up doing business.



i got the weekend job at Bedok commercial school.a blessing in disguise?cuz i can work even aft sch starts.if i can tahan.



now i am waiting to get a wkday job.



jasmin,i hope ur co need ppl!


oh mr sun, sun, mr golden sun,please shine down on me....











i have this habit of listening to songs -any song- w/o checking the backgrd of the singers.as long as i like what i hear,i dont give a damn how they look or how old they are.but i dont like amateurs.


but aft having this convo with Lee,I have to admit tt its impt to know who the singers are.heh

*scanning thru my mp3* Lee: u listen to tokiohotel?
me:recently.y?
Lee:for the guys or the music?
me: huh? u mean? of cuz the music lerr.
Lee:it's thrash! they're a couple of german posers.
me:they're german?i dunno lei...
Lee:u dunno?wah kau...i bet u dunno they're younger than u..
me:huh?younger? what?
Lee:i know u cant stand it right...tt they're younger than u! haaaaa....



Lee was right...i cant stand it if one is younger than me n yet sooooo gooood.....



so i did some research...n Lee was right....the bandmmbrs are weird..



Bill..the lead singer...looks like mat yo-yo or one of the characters frm Cats the musical.n he
looks gay..yucks



n Tom..the lead guitar(he's damn good) wears baggy pants n a baseball cap. n has dreadlocks.
imagine eminem playing a guitar. a guitarist dressed like a rapper? a big no-no.



weird.



weird.



but theyre good.



dont believe me?



this is Bill
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n this is Tom
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ok maybe they draw inspirations frm jap rock bands.like L'Arc-en-Ciel or Luna Sea



dont tell me SufjanStevens is a trans.



I am gonna drop dead



thanks to Sze,now im addicted to this korean variety show called xman...n the funny guy's name is HAHA.



how can any1's name be HAHA?



mine wld be snob snob.

am still jobless.and bored.and sore.i keep thinking of the day the results would be released. tt wld be in sept.I've read the FAQ like what happens if i fail 2 units in yr 1. the info is creeping me out.im getting paranoid.im gg to quit sch if i fail more than 2units.



life's pretty mundane.on tues when bro worked the night shift and was free during the day,i forced him to lemme drive.yeah.its has been 5 months since i've obtained my driving licence n i'm still not allowed to drive Abah's car on my own.either Abah or bro has to be in the passenger seat when im driving. heh. little did they know what i've been doing with other ppl's car :x



so i drove to sch for fun.bro was yelling at me in the car cuz i was drifting on the expressway. hah.on the way back,i think he slept through the journey so i was on my own. i didnt know where to exit n so i ended up in changi airport. heh. kepandaian menyerlah.



" part of driving is to get lost" he said. -_-



went for 2 job interviews.hope i get the audit asst job as the pay is 1.5k/mth n they dun pay u by hr.i think its better.n i know audit=long hrs. means OT. bah. i hope i get it. i dunno. i feel i didnt leave any good impression.



i need to raise tt 3k during this hols.its not want.its a need.some ppl just dun und.lets just call them spoilt bratz.



i dun like girl soccer.bitches they all are.



some1's gonna be terminated.(no,it's not kakak's new maid)padan muka sape suruh gloat sini sane.kan da kene.



i dun like having a maid in the house.no privacy.



the guy who acted in ayat ayat cinta is not even handsome.kurus kedengking.dunno how he got to become model.



adek is irritating me.he kept singing tt ayat ayat cinta song.not the 1 sung by rossa but by another person i dunno the name.the song's really nice but it made me sad cuz i've nvr fallen b4. makes me feel like a loser.



i think i am a loser.




i love the vintage bag i bgt at siti khadijah market at Kuala Terengganu.its only rm 20. good buy.




im wondering how come vintage items sold online or at haji lane or at granny's day put are so overpriced.regretted buying this $60++ vintage bag online.actually no.i shldnt regret. it's of gd quality.i can see the craftsmanship.



vintage or avant garde? which is hot?



shall stop buying unnecessary stuff until i get a job.



i am 59kg



hate ppl wearing fake lashes.they look like snufflelaphagus frm sesame street. sorry.no offence to my fellow friends who wear them.



i think i hv attitude problem.everythin doesnt seem right to me.



be optimistic.



long straight hair is boring.esp bobs.i dun want to rebond.dunno.not left with much choices given with the condition of my hair.



i kp avoiding ppl(tt i know) on the streets.



so if u happen to c me on the streets n we maintain eye contact but i quickly turn away,it means im not ready to talk to u yet.pg blah.


obama or clinton?results in a few mins