fuck u SIM eRev bidding system!argh.

this is a cliche topic:saving $.nonetheless,it's an issue i've been grappling with since the dawn of time.

i've been thinking alot and i guess i shld stop harbouring thoughts of spending money on unnecessary stuff.seeing how many of my friends are working their asses off to pay the exorbitant school fees and seeing how Abah wakes up early in the morn to go to work at age 57 makes me realise i need to surrender my atm card to Mak in a bid to stop my bad spending habits.

besides, the $200 monthly allowance i receive from Bro and $240 tuition pay are enough to help me get through this f***ed up life.out of the $440 tt i receive every mth, i hope to save $200 so tt i can help Abah pay for the sch fees in the future.

plus,i'm yearning to have a 21st birthday bash with dear Yasmin since our birthdays fall in the same month.as such,i need to allot some $ for this.

it's ok for me to spend for the ppl i love as long as i can afford it.but most importantly,i cant always spend $ on myself(which is what i do MOST of the time).im such a selfish whore.haiz.

so dear friends,do motivate me yeah.spank me if u need to.i dont mind at all.

Happy 2nd birthday,Syirah love =)

today i missed 3 opportunities to go out with 6 of my fav ppl.

1st was War,Yas n Nada breakfast at Yakun.

then Sze n Min CNY shopping @ Vivo

then Jasmin highlighting her hair RED at NK hairworks

n i miss all this cuz i had sch n study date with Junus later in the day.Had to thank Junus for giving me the motivation to study...... =)

bah.screwed.22days to prelims.

i dont care.i will purchase as many tops as i want(& can afford) online.i want new clothes but no time to go shopping! boo~