ok 1st--my left eye is swollen! mak kau punye la sakit tuhan saje tau.had it since tues night...refused to go c doctor till it got worse so on thurs night(1st day of puasa),went to e doc n guess wad the freaking doc did to me...he "pierce"(not sure wdr it is e right vocab)my eyelid to release e fluid.as if tt wasnt enough,he squeezed e infected area so more of e fluid cld come out. trust me,i was moaning while he did tt.punyer la sakit.n so my eyelid bled a lil bit. n i look like a pirate with of course white clr eye patch.klr clinic jln senget2 sbb rase janggal bole tgk dgn satu mate jek. n i missed IBM fri morn lesson due to my swollen eye.gee~i hate missing lessons.
then 2nd..from wed to sunday poor me have to prepare food for sahur n buka yes wani yg tak tau masak...haha...pandai2 lar eh.e reason...cousin mashitah had a miscarriage on wed morn.her water bag burst...unfortunately e doc cld only save the mother but not the 8mth plus baby boy. i teared when i heard e news.wonder how my cousin's handling it.haiz.so on wed night,mak took e coach straight to Penang to visit the family.hope they'll be ok.
mak call agn on thur night...another bad news...cousin Azman was involved in some motor accident on thurs afternoon...haiz...i am not surprised..cousin aku ni mat rempit..tak serik2..padehal baru 16thn nak tunjuk eksyen.haiz.so mak is gg to terengganu to visit them.n i dunno wen mak will b back!
mak!cpt balek!hu hu hu.
hmmm guess what the b---- told me today: "u know i dont dare to b sarcastic to u cuz ure unpredictable sometimes n i dunno wad to expect frm u"
no pun intended here.i dun blame b---- for saying tt cuz i know i'm not a very nice person but all this while,i've bn tryin to b a better person i.e.to be more tolerant of ur nonsense n to get used to ur patterns.but when u said tt,i felt tt all my efforts have bn wasted on u.yikes!y did i even bother heh.
i am officially a member of the malay n muslim society.have to join cca la.it is one of e requirements for internship or attachment.n im so happy-gonna have math test in 3 wks time n socio test in 2 wks time.this motivates me to study n complete my readings.hopefully la har.
am i that bad as a person?someone please enlighten me.
