Read & Weep
Saturday, August 25, 2007
ya-ki-di-yak
Starting parking soon.Mr Toh prays for me in the car every lesson.He's a buddhist.The incantations sounded scary at 1st but after awhile,I'm getting used to it.I hope I'll pass the 1st time but what are the chances heh?
Sch is boring.Have a lot of readings to do.and tests in 3 weeks time.and assignments.Back to reading ST everyday.gee~ GP killed me last time n now this.Nvm,I'll take it stride by stride.pelan kayoh2...insyaallah boleh! Econs is hard.Need a tutor.Oh,formed a study group for Socio.so semangat.need to find ppl to mug with for IBM.argh.a lot of independent learning.
I was thinking when I chanced upon this article abt suicidal acts.Seems as though most suicidal acts were not attempts to die as much as desperate gambles with death.Maybe I shld change the way i think about suicide.The qn is not y ppl commit suicides BUT y do so many more risk their lives in these "games" of chance.
When ___said abt committing suicide,somehow i feel tt ___ is just tryin to gain attention rather than actually wanting to do it.macam nak ckp je: pegi ah bunuh diri.i dun even wana c ur face agn.n no i am not talking abt some chauvinistic male.
Friday, August 10, 2007
RushHr3:You cant b black!There's a min height requirement! wakakaka!
Wed, visit-friends-in-NTU-day!
Supposed to meet the KluxClan at 9.00@BoonLayStn but was 1 hr late.So sorry guys!Chatted with them for like 40mins only?Found out that Meera is engaged!congratz woman!n Kenneth cldnt stop talking abt how he was almost gang-raped by a grp of Thais in Phuket.Haha!Haiz..Haven't met them for a long time,ever since we last sent Wijaya back to his country..So much catching up to do...haiz...when will we ever meet agn? It was too soon when we parted..I took 199 n the rest took 179 since they have classes bla bla n I cant make a lot of noise cuz I was damn late.ok.my fault :x
Lonely me took 199 n alighted at hall 14-15 to meet princess Fiona! Went to her room.Fio predicted hall life is gonna be mundane n if all goes well,she's planning to stay for a year only.Asked her:why only a yr?I mean having Pris as a roomie cant b that bad(btw,Pris got into sch of design la...so cool la!)Apparently,Fio cant be bothered to earn CCA points every year to confirm her place in hall.Hmm.She has a point there.
Then bus-shutled to Lee Wee Nam lib cuz Fiona nd to buy her notes.The photocopy room was freakin crowded n didnt know payment is via ezlink n cash card.Geez so high tech hah.Too bad Fio's notes were not ready so need to print using comp.Squeezed our way through the many comps to find an available one.Fio didnt know how and where to collect the print-outs aft she click the "print" button.Like fools,we ask ard n were told that we have to go back to the stuffy n overcrowded photocopy room to retrieve the notes. bluek :x
Said goodbye to Fiona n off to meet Yaya-papaya at the same bustop Fio & me alighted before. Both of us chatted while walking to canteen 2 bus stop.Yaya claimed that she's having break-outs (though she looks perfectly fine to me) so we didnt take any shots.Heh.And to her,getting 2nd lower class for her 1st yr wasnt gd enough.Just gave her a blank look n told her:you'll surely cheong your way through la,dont worry :) dropped a hint too:once u become some paparazzi,dont forget to bring me to those happening places hor.haha.Like real.wani is again shameless.
Finally met Jas-se-min n Yu-jin at canteen 2 bus stop.While having lunch at the canteen,happily bitched about a certain someone cuz I know they would understand.I am seriously bothered by this.I dont know what to do alrdy.To avoid would be too obvious.To leave is pure evil.What to do?Just have to act deaf n mute lor.On a lighter note,Jas seems to enjoy hall life.Told me on one of the nights,she went to Billy Bombers with her friends n werent back in hall till 11plus.She told me that was the first time her Mum didnt call to spot check.Am happy for her.All I know is that the day when I get my freedom is the day when I give up fighting for it -_-
@2.30,took 154 straight back to sch and was 30mins late for the 330 socio lecture.Bravo!Late somemore.But heck-I feel good at the end of the day meeting ppl.It is therapeutic to make up for the time lost n wasted :)
Thinking of whether to go for the fireworks thingy Irda just smsed about.Havent met the goldmembers for a long time.Hmm.paise arh.see how la.
Survived 2 weeks of sch :) met ppl frm different walks of life.let's see.
One, a contestant in star search-pretty but too much make-up.Asked her:why you put on so much make up to sch?She then showed me this timetable that she outlined with pink markers :x seems that she has dance,acting,vocal,grooming classes to attend.heh.That make up like abt 4 days of her entire week.gee~
Two, a full time air stewardess-the perfect hair-perfect skin-perfect teeth-perfect face-kind.And ydy she was telling me she's flying to KL today.When she first told me flying is her job, the first thing I look at was ...guess ppl? you got it right...her height! she is shorter than me! And I am 166cm so she must be 164cm?Not that I want to brag abt my height but I thought SIA has a min height requirement of 165cm? Still, I told her nothing else but the truth: yar...i am not surprised...you've got the face. n she beamed.
Three,girl who's working part time at a marketing firm and an intern at NUS.beat that?
Four,an int'l student frm Myanmar who's living alone,no relatives.She thought that I'm from Indonesia.Then I told her sometimes I am mistaken for an indon maid n back at CPF TMO, a customer thought I'm frm Myanmar.She laughed but I didnt think it was funny at all. Funny meh?
Sadly these ppl would miss some lessons so I have to find more ppl to bug.hah.It is interesting to get to know these ppl.It makes you feel blessed.heh.Dunno y I still like to complain a lot.








