My class 05S401 is a fun lot.as much i hate to admit this, but i regretted not making an effort to get up close and personal with my classmates within this 2 years. as a result,i'm not at all close to them. the affinity btwn me and the class is well,i would say almost nil. i can sense it when nobody wanted to take a shot with me during cam-whoring time.i wld like to apologise to mel,laykim,fio for not wanting to take pic with you guys at first.u guys might think tt i dont like u guys or what la..but no..its not tt..i feel that,since i'm not part of the clique,why should i even try to pretend to be part of the class when i'm not. i think because of my shyness, i have the reputation of being aloof.

i can't help feeling sad and lonely when i look at my classmates and other meridians happily taking shots with their peers. trust me, the feeling is worse than life itself. i've never felt so friendless before in my entire life.the saying"be a friend to have one" is so true. i regretted not being a gd classmate and a good friend.what's done cant be undone right?i just have to face the consequences.

i try not to get too emotional cuz i need to focus on my studies.20 more days.

Allah help me please.clear my thoughts.gv me strength.

27.why am i still here then?? oh well~ i passed geog !! not something to be proud of cuz its only an AO pass.but still,just by looking at my scripts, i've noticed tt i've made vast improvements. even Mr Chen wrote some good remarks for a particular human DRQ and the coastal qns. tt made my day. gosh,i've always expected an F for geog.thanks to Him. my prayers have been answered.

i have to make a quantum leap to get decent grades for Alevels.

do you think i can make it?

29 more days to Alevels. running out of time! aniwe,my classmates pangsai me jus now. half of the class didnt turn up for sch!they shld have told me they're not coming.so i was alone for math n the break b4 geog.. sob sob..itz ok...i gotta learn sum impt stuff..

am very worried for geog. though i havent gotten back the scripts, i know that..i'll fail again! like what mr chen said, we only have 29 more days left..what more can we do? how much can we improve?? one can only do so much you know. to add on, yeah...got back my GP p1 ydy..n yeah..i failed GP..am very worried.

i'm trying my very best to salvage the situation.

27.why am i still here then?? oh well~ i passed geog !! not something to be proud of cuz its only an AO pass.but still,just by looking at my scripts, i've noticed tt i've made vast improvements. even Mr Chen wrote some good remarks for a particular human DRQ and the coastal qns. tt made my day. gosh,i've always expected an F for geog.thanks to Him. my prayers have been answered.

i have to make a quantum leap to get decent grades for Alevels.

do you think i can make it?