passed math n chem but only at AO level.de grades are atrocious la.for chem, 4 more marks to E. n for math, 1 more mark to E. i handed in my math ppr agn,hoping to get 1 more mark for dis qn i tink i deserve to get de full credit.

I fear of my loss in my writting ability, more so due to de pressing matter of my falling GP grades, but also due to the fear that should this ability be eroded innocously as time passes , i will lose my best form of expression and hence shut myself off from a part of me that would then cease to exist.Theres so much i would like to blog about now but will have to put it off till tomorrow.

will get geog paper tmr.

today t'was mj soccer match- MJ vs SAJ

3-2 to SAJ

my eye-candie-the-goalkeeper-who-played-for-today's-match did not perform up to expectations.lack of exposure i guess. i was cursing n swearing la wen he didnt save de very first goal.it was so ez la...how cld he miss it?even my grandmama cld save it. hahaha. den fiona told me to gv him support. hahahha.u bet. i dun even know his name la.oh well. i guess Syam, de goalie for last yr was much better n more alert.i hope my eye candie wld do well for de upcoming matches la...wadeva his name is...


disappointed wif my results.

hv to buck up.

i really did badly for block tests. as in really. parents hv to meet miss wong i guess.

Even chem n math failed me,or is it the other way round? it should be. And to think both subjects were supposed to be my saving grace.heh. i screwed up both papers. i know they weren't difficult.in fact, they were do-able..but i jus panick-ed n well, u knoe de rest of de story.
i guess my alrdy-confirmed-poor block test results is a fuss-free ticket to win a get-away consultation with my tutors as well as my parents.

lets jus wait n see. oh well, i alrdy knew how badly i did for de papers.

buck up wani.

Wanisyaz, you're a Mover 'n' Shaker!

You're a Mover 'n' Shaker. You're full of nervous energy — the more stressed you feel, the more you feel the urge to move. Taking a run or doing some jumping jacks is a great way to burn off physical tension instead of letting it build up. Or you may find that your body kicks into high gear automatically — fidgeting and foot tapping are often signs of internalized, otherwise-unexpressed stress.Staying active is an important way to help your body handle stress — but not if you use activity as a way of escaping your problems. There's a difference between taking a walk to mull over a stressful issue or decision and heading out for a long run just when you should be sticking around to take care of business. Excessive nervous activity, too — constant restless movements, doodling, etc. — can also take away some of your focus and make you less-effective at dealing with stress. Stay aware of your body, and don't forget to enlist your mind, too.

i'l say dis is partly tru.the more stressed out i am, de more restless i becum...but not to de extent of doin so much exercise....i mean i know myself..i'm not tt outdoor type... nevertheless, i guess workin out is a gd way to reduce stress!

dis wk has been such a demoralising week.

FAILED math test 2. from B to AO.

FAILED chem test 3. from E to C to one big fat F.

i'm so fed up with myself.i didnt knoe y i did so badly. i know, dis is not me. in my class, i tink only me n mel failed chem test 3. so tt means others are improving. n i'm not. i'm losing the momentum.this is very alarming.block test is in 2 weeks. n i'm not prepared.

i'm starting to feel tt i wont be able to get tt 3As.

-Allah help me.gv me strength.cuz i believe wif de hard werk i put in, coupled wif ur blessings, i'll make it-

been having tests every mon/tues for 3 consecutive wks.it'l be geog test dis tues, on urban geog.
it's driving me mad.
i've yet to grasp de concepts of thermochem...n now i've bn fed wif electrochem. urgh. so physical~
as for math,i'm beginnin to lose hope.math is de subject tt i'm best at....or shld i say WAS ?
have yet to master vectors,complex numbers...in 2 wks, i'm gonna be tested on these topics.
bluek. chances of getting at least an E ? minus zero.
MJC did really well for the Alevels. out of every 10 frenz i asked, 8 of them obtained at least 1 A or 2Bs. isnt tt splendid? i heard many success stories,many of which are based on the fact tt their results are very unexpected.CONGRATZ TO MERIDIANS!
i seriuosly dun wana tink abt it now.
like wad aisyah(hu got AAC) told me:dun tink too much.jus study consistently.dun ever break ur momentum.
tt is jus wad i wld do rite abt now.hav to start early.
realise tt i've no more room to breathe easy.

i really did badly for block tests. as in really. parents hv to meet miss wong i guess.